Are you aware from many story which is thriller, action, let you explore through my journey of an examination.
My name is mohan and i am honest and help loving person at my all time but one incident change my life.
so i am decide to prepare for an professional exam just after my higher studies but somehow these course required hard work and alot of money with that and my main concerns is money just before hard work but some how i put some money on this decide to pursue for the same and i paid the entrance fees and and opt coaching for the same and motivate myself to pass in first attempt.
Incident impact my health and exams :
As my journey start and one incident that deeply impact me and almost destroy me, the incidents is my grandmother is passes away due to some accident and before that i am already suffering from viral fever after this incident you can't imagine my worst health life and anxiety and depression for the upcoming months and during the rituals period i was so depressed and deeply hurt with the loss of love one.
Decision:
After 1 month of these, i force my self forget things that happens and go for examination which i already enrolled earlier, it is easy for anyone to start study because when i seat on the desk for study after some minutes my eyes full of tears and so upset and crying alot in my room, but some i rejoin institute classes to forget the study incident and go for tough examination.
Challenges
The next challenge is financial and our family already handled in debts and it not easy for us to pay fees and start my study but i got support from coaching like some late payment facility and i daily challenge is that:
The distance between my coaching institute and home is about 50 km in two ways daily with approx 4 hours takes to cover it all.
i walk in the morning around 6 am and within one hour daily do my stuff like brush and wash or many skip my breakfast because in order to reach on time on institute.
sometimes i am late or early its all depends upon roads and bus speed.
i need 6 buses to on daily basis to reach coaching center and i did it for 4 months and even on sunday and i really struggle to acquire education for examination and i know what the pressure i handles and concurs it.
I put music while travelling becasue its motivates to reach on time and reduce my anxiety .
In my journey i really 5 times i met with road accident and every time due to god blessing escape at the last time,
the journey is very stress full and because no happiness is know king my door and only things is loyal to me is struggle and huge depression.
but i am very strong concur it and i did it and i make my depression my strength.
Finally examination day
There are four papers for my examination with one day gap for revision schedule
My first is tough because i only competed 70% syllabus and with that i need to qualify these exam and its big problem for me and how i concurs it.
In reality, my father drop me at the examination center and when i saw the examination which is complicated and i did my paper and i feel like i would fail in these attempts and my father asking how,s your paper i simply say not upto the mark and may be fail.
when i come to home after my first examination i was so upset and some how motivates my self to go for second examination.
my second examination was very good and other paper are also but first paper could fail me or pass me so i decided to wait for my result.
Result day
Result is declared after two months of examination and on that day i was not excited for the result because i thought i supposed to be failed, when open my result after some time because server fails at the initial level and when i open my result i was blessed that i passed examination with goods marks and topped in my institute too.
This incident made me strong and tells me a message do not loose your hope because the struggle make you more stronger.
My name is mohan and i am honest and help loving person at my all time but one incident change my life.
so i am decide to prepare for an professional exam just after my higher studies but somehow these course required hard work and alot of money with that and my main concerns is money just before hard work but some how i put some money on this decide to pursue for the same and i paid the entrance fees and and opt coaching for the same and motivate myself to pass in first attempt.
Incident impact my health and exams :
As my journey start and one incident that deeply impact me and almost destroy me, the incidents is my grandmother is passes away due to some accident and before that i am already suffering from viral fever after this incident you can't imagine my worst health life and anxiety and depression for the upcoming months and during the rituals period i was so depressed and deeply hurt with the loss of love one.
Decision:
After 1 month of these, i force my self forget things that happens and go for examination which i already enrolled earlier, it is easy for anyone to start study because when i seat on the desk for study after some minutes my eyes full of tears and so upset and crying alot in my room, but some i rejoin institute classes to forget the study incident and go for tough examination.
Challenges
The next challenge is financial and our family already handled in debts and it not easy for us to pay fees and start my study but i got support from coaching like some late payment facility and i daily challenge is that:
The distance between my coaching institute and home is about 50 km in two ways daily with approx 4 hours takes to cover it all.
i walk in the morning around 6 am and within one hour daily do my stuff like brush and wash or many skip my breakfast because in order to reach on time on institute.
sometimes i am late or early its all depends upon roads and bus speed.
i need 6 buses to on daily basis to reach coaching center and i did it for 4 months and even on sunday and i really struggle to acquire education for examination and i know what the pressure i handles and concurs it.
I put music while travelling becasue its motivates to reach on time and reduce my anxiety .
In my journey i really 5 times i met with road accident and every time due to god blessing escape at the last time,
the journey is very stress full and because no happiness is know king my door and only things is loyal to me is struggle and huge depression.
but i am very strong concur it and i did it and i make my depression my strength.
Finally examination day
There are four papers for my examination with one day gap for revision schedule
My first is tough because i only competed 70% syllabus and with that i need to qualify these exam and its big problem for me and how i concurs it.
In reality, my father drop me at the examination center and when i saw the examination which is complicated and i did my paper and i feel like i would fail in these attempts and my father asking how,s your paper i simply say not upto the mark and may be fail.
when i come to home after my first examination i was so upset and some how motivates my self to go for second examination.
my second examination was very good and other paper are also but first paper could fail me or pass me so i decided to wait for my result.
Result day
Result is declared after two months of examination and on that day i was not excited for the result because i thought i supposed to be failed, when open my result after some time because server fails at the initial level and when i open my result i was blessed that i passed examination with goods marks and topped in my institute too.
This incident made me strong and tells me a message do not loose your hope because the struggle make you more stronger.
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